Epicurean

I wrote this a few months back. I don't remember putting it here. I was often accused of being an epicurean. I used to be but now I am mostly not. Not because I don't want to be but because its just a difficult thing to do...

Anyways, just updating my blog. Seems its been ages since I have written here.. or written elsewhere... I miss the deity.


The Epicurean Soul

The epicurean soul dissolves itself into the magnanimous mysterious web of human life, always with one goal- The main aspiration of the gourmand spirit is the pursuit of absolute happiness for itself. In this quest, the human proxy is manifested with the divine power to enter into relationships and perform its most significant asset which is to make itself happy first and foremost. Thus, equipped with the mind-set rule that he, the E-spirit is only here to achieve joy for itself, all practicalities involved are well presented in order for it to actively enact his fantasies with all the necessary realities it entails. This provides him the most active daily rituals of looking into the circumstances which should bar or encourage him into vigorously realizing what it came to fulfill.

The Physical Aspect

The body is well versed into what it needs. However, with all the sham and abundance of materials ineptly promoted by various sources, the body sometimes does myriad intakes of what it doesn’t need at all. Superficial products to make the face, body, parts of the body, bloat, lighten, smooth, glisten, lose weight etc. These factors will not be directly tackled by the author because it requires scientific research. Therefore, the soul intends to focus on the colossal puzzling activity of lovemaking between two human bodies.

There are plenty of intimate forms of lovemaking but the most sensual activity of all time is that of kissing. The mere touch of two pairs of lips upon each other, locking two souls intertwined by a rapturous longing of pulling and tugging at each others’ lips, tongues, breaths. This sometimes makes the world stop from spinning only to stare and witness the spectacular experience of entangled desires. The moon with its pensive mood, must be sighing at the sight. In the most human gesticulation, he is resting his head at the back of his hands with his fingers glowing in delight.

The Emotional Facet

The most complicated phase in all relationships, this is where the soul becomes inanely, profusely, obsessively confused, abused and attached with. In countless ways the soul has tried to proactively eradicate all perplexities of the disturbing senses which underlie every human reaction to every circumstance, whether it be in reference to or circumference to the advocacy of finding bliss in this sometimes utterly lonesome world. But it has repeatedly remained as esoteric as it has ever been, more than it has been before, perhaps its arcane guises has tremendously increased a hundred fold when most people have started to try to understand it and explained it in supposedly explicit words. The more we try to explain it, the more intricate the ambiguities arise. So, the soul, vent on its sole desire, it limits the intake of emotions from the outside factors. Thus, for every ounce of pain it takes, it measures it with the glee, the delight, the elation. If the pain becomes greater than these or it affects everything the soul simply moves on to another level and pursues a different dimension which can endow him with better exhilaration.

Over, not over, over the moon?

I recently received two gifts and have been wondering ever since. The gifts were bought two years ago. If it was true, what does it mean? Why would you hold on to something and give it at a later time? What motive is there? And if there was a meaning, surely the value must have gone stale?

So I took a guy's point of view and here is the response and here are the options I ought to choose to provide meaning to what it really is...


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Of course more background data of the old relationship would probably add to the accuracy of my estimation of the offering of the old gifts and what is really behind it. But in the interest of speeding up the process of my come back to you I offer the following:

Possible Options (Graded 1 to 5 with five being most probable):

1. He was packing up for the trip and did not have room in his suitcase for these items and there is no real hidden meaning this than what appears on the surface (1);

2. He found them tucked away during his packing and realized that he had never given them to you and thought you deserved them for the good old times you guys had together(2);

3. He made up the whole story (he just recently purchased these items) in the interest of saving face as he wanted to get back in you good graces so you would write him while he is gone as he will be taking a job in some "Arm Pit" of the world and will be very lonely and would really appreciate you writing him as you are such a good entertaining writer(4);

4. The whole thing is a trick and he wants to charm you back into his life (for real this time) because he has been searching for someone better than you for him for the last 2 years and has realized that there is no one better; so he wants to try to win you back again (5)!

However, it is too bad he waits until he is leaving to "Bust A Move" back to you. For that I score him low. Oh the whole, if you think you were really "Over Him" then just let it go at that and chock it up to experience and do not let him "In" again to possible drop you as he did before - no use putting yourself through that again!

However, if you were really not over him from before, then show it and take the lead from him. Try to make it easy for him to get back in your good graces.
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What do you think?