For Ana

Nobody is perfect, but Ana is a friend close to perfection. I miss her so much these times of the year. I have known her for 2 years. When I was new to the ADNH company, she was the only person I found who has a head above her shoulder. She has a deeper intellect which is rare in the UAE. We find time to talk about heartaches, dreams, longings. When we get bored we find some ways to mend the boredom. When I feel down at work, I call her and share my feelings with her. She always has positve responses. It makes me feel better. We cried together, we laughed a lot together. Until a guy came. Ana might hate me for saying this but that guy was a total bastard, it seems to me. His name was Michael. Yuck. I despised the look on his face. And I don't know what he did to Ana but I really loathe him and all the likes of him. I hope Ana has found true love now. I am sorry Ana I was busy with so many things, and I am sorry also I tried to push you too hard. I know I expect too much from my friends and from all those I love. But I do love you and will always be your friend.

You lost your phone and I am trying to open the bloody gmail account so I can access it and get your new number. All those bugger robbers there in Manila, I hope their arse will be burnt for stealing your phone, and your sister's too!! I will try to call you soon.

What do you know, Etisalat blocked friendster.com and it is such an annoying thing. They should unblock it soon really. All my friends from Phils and Canada and anywhere else are sending me messages there and I cannot access it. I just know that they sent messages because my yahoo mail gets notices. I am sad.

Well, Ana, I hope I can see you soon or hang out again. Why don't you try coming back to the UAE? Let's get our heads together and make our lives better. Its getting boring here and I am running out of sense, and I miss you more often every time. I love you girl