Specially for you

You are not only deaf to what I say but dead to what I feel.

I always wish for us to be together but I mostly doubt we'll ever survive being together.

I know so many things. That you will never hear me, never will feel me, never will be there for me and that you will never be able to protect me. No matter who or what it is from. You always think it is absurd. You always thought I could do it on my own, that I brought them all to me. But you would never hear, never will feel.

Isn't it better that someone has to start life all over again? It better be me.

One day I will be strong enough, that day will be soon.